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11 August 2007Neend
Aaj poori raat nahee so saka,bas cigerette ke dhuye ne kohare kaa ehsaas kara diya.Sota to, per kahin se kano mein kuch goonj raha thaa,jaisee ki koi cheekh raha thaa.Shayad koi Ro raha tha,wo rone ki awaaj kiski thee yahi jananaa chahaa aur utha gaya.
Abhi bhi yahi soch raha hoon ki jo beeta hua kal thaa wo kyaa mere aaj per koi farak daal degaa nahee naheee…………aisaa nahee ho saktaa kam se kam mere saath..phir doosare hi pal sochata hoon ki main kya karoongaa…..kya kuch bhi nahee yaa sab kuch…………nahee nahee….yeh main kya soch raha hoon…huh… so jata hoon kyon bina matlab ki baatein soch raha hoon…bas apnee hi baare mein soch raha hoon us rone ki awaaz ko to main bhool hi gaya……yeh awaaz kya aaj ki hai yaa bahut purani hai….aas pass ki hai yaa kahin……….main khud hi to nahee ro raha hoon….
Haathoon ko tatola to kuch geele pan kaa ehsaas hua…..kya barish ho rahi hai?….phir khud hi muskuraa diyaa…..hahaha main to ghar ke under hoon phir baarish kahan se aayegi…..Dahinaa haath uthaa aur aankhon per swatah hi chala gaya…arey yeh pani aankhon mein kaisee…nahee nahee main ro nahee saktaa….mere to aansoon hi sookh gayee hain…yeh kaisee ho gaya….?
haan sach main to ro raha hoon…..koi baat nahee bahut dino baad royaa chalo accha hi hua…aankhon kaa tinkaa to nikal gaya nahee to bahut dard ho raha thaa……
Sach mein tinkaa hi thaa yaa phir main bahanee khoj raha thaa apne rone ko chupanee ke……
haan sochata hoon yeh bhi………ki aakhir main royaa kyon?
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